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October 24 记录下来,鲁汶心情上看到的No.1 如果我们之间有1000步的距离 你只要跨出第1步 我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步 No.2 通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人 才是真正爱你的人 No.3 付出真心 才会得到真心 却也可能伤得彻底 保持距离 就能保护自己 却也注定永远寂寞 No.4 有时候 不是对方不在乎你 而是你把对方看得太重 No.5 朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人 No.6 就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie No.7 真正的好朋友 并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题 而是在一起 就算不说话 也不会感到尴尬 No.8 没有一百分的另一半 只有五十分的两个人 No.9 为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人 为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友 为你的难过而难过的 就是那些 该放进心里的人 No.10 冷漠 有时候并不是无情 只是一种避免被伤害的工具 October 23 蓝精灵50周年~!October 22 区别今天中午组内吃饭,有人说男的都比较short memory,而女的是accumulated memory,女的总是能够记住你曾经怎么怎么的,原来怎么怎么的,而男的过阵子就忘记了。貌似真的这样诶~~ October 15 little bit complainOctober 13 Sorry, there's no title~Concerning what is the most horrible activity in one's brain, recollecting painful memories! Although it's mid-October, the weather is not so cold as I conjectured, but somehow it's a little bit too warm under the tender and peaceable sunshine, making it unmatched in this season of the year. On the way to the university every morning, passing through the woods and ground checkered with the sunlight and shade projected by the autumn leaves, I couldn't help slowing down. Especailly in such a beautiful view painted with all those rich autumnal colors, the browns and golds of the leaves covering the tree roots, all the memories grow up like maniacs. Walking alone on the road back home, please don't pay attention to either the street lamps or your elongated shade. Sometimes I'll count the number of steps from the student's mess hall to home, or from the office to the castle, or check how many energetic runners passing by you, also even the adorable ducks, chippy magpies can cheer you up and unconsciously you're just in front of your home. Important! Don't write so many boring words ever again, always push yourself with a heavy burden and save yourself from the deepness of lonely. October 12 早起的鸟儿October 11 een beetje met nederlands sprekenallee~~! eindelijk begrijp ik wat 'allee' bedoelt. 'allee' is alleen een idioom, een klein beetje zoals 'oh no'~! haha, mijn nederlands is niet zo slecht! October 03 画皮太原王生早行,遇一女郎,抱襆独奔,甚艰于步,急走趁之,乃二八姝丽。心相爱乐,问:“何夙夜踽踽独行?”女曰:“行道之人,不能解愁忧,何劳相问。”生曰:“卿何愁忧?或可效力不辞也。”女黯然曰:“父母贪赂,鬻妾朱门。嫡妒甚,朝詈而夕楚辱之,所弗堪也,将远遁耳。”问:“何之?”曰:“在亡之人,乌有定所。”生言:“敝庐不远,即烦枉顾。”女喜从之。生代携襆物,导与同归。女顾室无人,问:“君何无家口?”答云:“斋耳。”女曰:“此所良佳。如怜妾而活之,须秘密勿泄。”生诺之。乃与寝合。使匿密室,过数日而人不知也。生微告妻。妻陈,疑为大家媵妾,劝遣之,生不听。
偶适市,遇一道士,顾生而愕。问:“何所遇?”答言:“无之。”道士曰:“君身邪气萦绕,何言无?”生又力白。道士乃去,曰:“惑哉!”世固有死将临而不悟者!”生以其言异,颇疑女。转思明明丽人,何至为妖,意道士借魇禳以猎食者。无何,至斋门,门内杜不得入,心疑所作,乃逾垝坦,则室门已闭。蹑足而窗窥之,见一狞鬼,面翠色,齿巉巉如锯,铺人皮于榻上,执彩笔而绘之。已而掷笔,举皮如振衣状,披于身,遂化为女子。睹此状,大惧,兽伏而出。急追道士,不知所往。遍迹之,遇于野,长跪求救,请遣除之。道士曰:“此物亦良苦,甫能觅代者,予亦不忍伤其生。”乃以蝇拂授生,令挂寝门。临别约会于青帝庙。生归,不敢入斋,乃寝内室,悬拂焉。一更许,闻门外戢戢有声,自不敢窥,使妻窥之。但见女子来,望拂子不敢进,立而切齿,良久乃去。少时复来,骂曰:“道士吓我,终不然,宁入口而吐之耶!”取拂碎之,坏寝门而入,径登生床,裂生腹,掬生心而去。妻号。婢入烛之,生已死,腔血狼藉。陈骇涕不敢声。
见乞人颠歌道上,鼻涕三尺,秽不可近。陈膝行而前。乞人笑曰:“佳人爱我乎?”陈告以故。又大笑曰:“人尽夫也,活之何为!”陈固哀之。乃曰:“异哉!人死而乞活于我,我阎罗耶?”怒以杖击陈,陈忍痛受之。市人渐集如堵。乞人咯痰唾盈把,举向陈吻曰:“食之!”陈红涨于面,有难色;既思道士之嘱,遂强啖焉。觉入喉中,硬如团絮,格格而下,停结胸间。乞人大笑曰:“佳人爱我哉!”遂起,行已不顾。尾之,入于庙中。迫而求之,不知所在,前后冥搜,殊无端兆,惭恨而归。既悼夫亡之惨,又悔食唾之羞,俯仰哀啼,但愿即死。方欲展血敛尸,家人伫望,无敢近者。陈抱尸收肠,且理且哭。哭极声嘶,顿欲呕,觉鬲中结物,突奔而出,不及回首,已落腔中。惊而视之,乃人心也,在腔中突突犹跃,热气腾蒸如烟然。大异之。急以两手合腔,极力抱挤。少懈,则气氤氲自缝中出,乃裂绺帛急束之。以手抚尸,渐温,覆以衾裯。中夜启视,有鼻息矣。天明竟活。为言:“恍惚若梦,但觉腹隐痛耳。”视破处,痂结如钱,寻愈。
异史氏曰:“愚哉世人!明明妖也而以为美。迷哉愚人!明明忠也而以为妄。然爱人之色而渔之,妻亦将食人之唾而甘之矣。天道好还,但愚而迷者不悟耳。哀哉!” |
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